2017년의 솜, 한살도 참 빠르다고 생각했는데
울 애기가 참 빠르게 한살이 되고, 두살이 되고, 세살이 되고
시간이 흐르고 흘러, 태어난지 1300일 이라는 시간이 지나고
문득 솜이가 네살이 되기까지, 반년이라는 시간도 채 남지 않았다는 것을 실감했다.
엄마의 시간을 솜이의 시간으로 나눠주고
함께할 수만 있다면 함께하고 싶음이 더더욱 간절해졌다.
첫째 앵두를 떠나보냈을 때, 두번 다신 감당할 수 없는 그 모든 것들을
둘째 솜이를 떠나보낼 때, 그 모든 것들 보다 더한 것들을
감당해내고 또 감당해내야 할 것을 잘 알고있다.
오늘 하루 또한 간절한 하루였을 것이고
앞으로의 하루하루가 간절하고 또 간절한 하루가 될 것을 잘 알고있다.
건강. 또 건강. 부디 건강하기만 해주길..
솜이의 몸도 마음도 건강한 삶, 엄마가 책임지고 책임질게. 🖤
오늘 하루도 정말 감사하고, 정말 소중해 🙏🏻
오늘 하루도 정말 고맙고, 정말 사랑해 🙏🏻
Another Foggy Morning. The bean count at the Original Mast Store is at 16, tied with last year’s count with 10 days left in August! ❄️ ...
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi 📸 @margulislive ❤️ ...
It’s my birthdayyyy! Sol’s Mommy just turned 26!!! 🥳 I’m having the best day but I just wanted to take a quick moment to say ... WOW!!! this past year has been amazing. I had about 5 years of hard grafting, praying and working for the same goals year after year. Each year as I wrote the SAME goals down my confidence just took a huge hit. I would ask myself “is it ever gonna happen for me!?” Then I turned 25 and boom, got engaged, got my own place, tripled my income and increased revenue streams, had a beautiful baby girl 😭😍 and sooo much more. All I can say is, don’t be discouraged if things aren’t looking how you want them to in your life, it can literally all change in a FLASH! God can do it all in one year trust me. There just may be some things you have to learn and some people you have to separate from first!! SO! Here’s to 26 🥂 I have bigger and better plans, new goals, new direction and the most gorgeous sidekick 👶🏾🍼 I’m soooooo excited!
😃HAPPINESS...for a cyclist it might be found on top of hard climb after what felt like torture to your legs. It might be found after an all out 30 second sprint and your lungs and quads could use a blast from the fire hose to put out the flames. It could be found on a quiet back road where there isn’t a single sound except your thoughts. It might be found telling stories with your friends while cruising along the trail or road on your bike. •
😃What is your happiness? Have you found it? Do you truly know what it feels like? It’s a magical feeling that reminds you life is good and things are always going to work themselves out, regardless of what you might think and life will move forward. •
😃I bring this up today because I see to many people get trapped by life’s hardships, life’s battles, and they end up backpedaling. You see, your body, your mind, it is always MOVING! •
😃So don’t let life’s day to day, your current struggle, or the one waiting for you around the corner derail your Happiness. Go get yours today!!! Empower yourself by going hard on the bike today!!
Shoutout to @cinchcyclingcoaching for some Happiness month insight! ...